Sunday, 26 June 2016

Ignorance on Grass


Detection of aura of sentient beings is a second nature of Dhenn; a feeling rather than a vibration, it is raw unfiltered emotion. Even though my worldly appearance is not as you would expect, I possess the ability to ‘see’ an aura generated by organic minds. To give it some kind of perspective for you humans, it appears like a swirling miasma onto which are superimposed colours that relay conscious thought. With much of humankind, I feel nothing other than a dark black like a total eclipse of the sun onto which golden flecks of awareness have been superimposed. In others, radiant sparks and light displays communicate what I suppose, to you, could be described as pain, joy, sadness or happiness.

The aura of the human who had brought me here was night black and speckled with incandescent sparks of dominant reds flecked with gold, the colours of pain in your limited visual spectrum. He was what some might have called cruel, but his real condition, to all intents and purposes was that he just lacked empathy for other beings whose existence was not considered as essential as his own. It was obvious too that he was wholly frustrated by his limited existence.

Aura allows me and others, collectively we think of ourselves as ‘Watchers’, an impression of thought. With me, the strange thing is that the ability seems to have become stronger now that I am in this field and the beatings have stopped. I have put on weight; my hair has grown back and the skin diseases that were slowly eating away at my essence have been put on hold. With the gentle care and vigorous brushing I receive, my coat has become glossy and thick.

Perhaps now is the time for the introductions. I am what you humans call a donkey. I live in a field outside a small village in southern Spain with Mary, a young and scatter-brained horse. My humans, Juana and Philip, decided to allow Mary, then nothing more than a bouncy young foal, to come into the field after I had arrived, and I am still trying to stabilise her mind. As with all horses, she is highly strung and her aura doesn’t extend to much more than considering what there is to eat and drink.

One of the principal and obvious differences between our kind and humans is that your aura has been severely limited by the construction of evolutionary boundaries that has led the principal organ of the body: your brain, down a separate path of development. Eons have passed and, as you began to walk upright, communicate and organise yourselves into social groupings and, later, efficient armies, your brains, home of the consciousness became inexorably separated from Dhenn.

Most of your kind retreated into temporal bodies and, whilst your societies grew and expanded, consuming the natural world, you not only became more and more remote from each other but also from the world around you.

Watchers, on the other hand, didn’t develop manipulative digits with which to mould our surroundings and so, I have come to realise, retain a direct link to Dhenn. Through us, Dhenn develops to a point that some amongst my species become the possessors of abilities that are undreamed of and, for the most part, go undetected by you humans. From our privileged position of generally being ignored, we developed a world view that is as many faceted as it is colourful and endless. The meaning of our lives does not concern us because we know intuitively what it is.  Indeed, we aren’t concerned that our worldly bodies will come to an end because the awareness that time is only an abstract concept, and age affects our essence very little, is an integral part of Dhenn; timeless and a central part of existence.

You humans, with your current state of awareness, seek to understand the world around you but your imagination only allows you to arrive as far as that mystic concept known as the consciousness, a spark of awareness that is isolated in a chamber as surely as if it were positioned immovably in a locked room. As we have already established, evolution has ensured that humans have lost the ability to move beyond the shell of self and, for the most part, consciousness’ ability to connect with Dhenn has long been lost.

Humans know that consciousness is that enigmatic facet that all of them possess but that none can define. None know from where it comes or where it goes to after exhaustion of the earthly body. I understand, from my wanderings, that your kind explains it as a series of electrical impulses that, somehow, generates an entity that takes on individuality. But, in those same terms, many questions remain including the big ones such as: what is it? At what point in the development of the animal does it become an integral part of an autonomous being? What happens to it when the worldly body dies? And, perhaps most importantly: what makes each consciousness unique?

Because, unique each consciousness is, and each is as concrete as it is indestructible. Each, and this is true of all organic matter, is also a small part of Dhenn.

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

The Shape of Irrelevance

Head drooping, I hardly feel the rough rope that rubs, an incessant ache across the bald patch on my nose as it has always done. I walk slowly, keeping up with the rhythm that my centre of gravity allows. It’s obvious from the pulling that we’re in a hurry.

Eventually, a gate; his warbling provokes a reaction from one who appears on the other side. The gate is unlocked and I am pulled through into a green field.

The rope removed, I watch without moving, my ears almost flat against my head. The familiar nightfeel flecked with bright red sparks of pain flows from the one with whom I am familiar. Darkness flows from the other but I sense no sparks.

Then one is gone. Another looks towards me, warbles through his mouth, opens the gate and walks slowly back up the road from where we came.

I am alone. I look around. Grass and trees and no-one here. I am hungry. Ignored now, I wander off looking to take advantage while I can of the wonderful succulent grass that surrounds me.

Time is a concept that has no meaning for me but, aware of the importance it has for those who dominate, I have learned to take advantage of it. It passes now and I walk with mine. Before long, a car pulls up outside the gate. Two get out and the smaller looks at me.

I watch, feeling the mind; filled with softness, I identify she. 

The other’s mind is darker yet I detect no spark, blue dominates. Although I am wary, I am also intrigued and watch as they approach me, their hands open and minds flowing smooth. I am too old now to move away quickly and I close my eyes waiting for pain, a reaction that is ingrained, second nature and the last defence.

But this time, no pain comes. I know I should have listened more closely. These two stroke my neck, I feel concern and I feel safe.